Captain is calling... from the lab
Lolz, here I am in the middle of my ASP.NET lab, typing this what-so-important-about-this blog thingy... Wait... don't you dare to judge me yet, I'm not that kinda stupid, silly, lazy person who only browse when it comes to lab time *though the lazy part is true :p*. I can not get my .NET VMware working -_- Next time I should remember not to get the same workstation again... Cuz this happened to me last week, and now it's happening again.... Arghhhhhh.... Kay, gotta go to the tute, hehehehe.... Anyway, before I go, I just want everybody who has been reading my stupid blog (and I know there's not that many people) that I'm currently on the stage of trying to invent a better me.. not really invent...hehhe. It's just, I want to be a better person, I want to be a blessing for everybody's around me, just like some people that I know. I'm sorry for all the mistakes I've made, all of my almost too rude, straight forward, to the point words that might have hurt you heart. Guys, whatever it is, either I'm serious or just joking *mostly joking*, I'm sorry for that. I hope you guys can forgive me for every bad things I've done to each and every single one of you. I started to feel really bad about myself when this evening at the break of one of my lecture, I try to settle some mizundastood with one of my friends. I said something horrible (though I was only joking, but that friend took it seriously), and it seems like I've been using lots and lots of horrible vocabs when I was joking with that friend (sigh, I'm not all that oh-so-sweet girl). Though honestly I thikn that this missunderstanding has come so far to this point partly because that friend is a pretty "sensitive" person, cuz it happens that this friend has been taking all of my jokes seriously, and yeah, so I've been investing to the development of such a negative emotion within this friend. Even so, whatever it is, I'm so sorry..., sorry I can't turn back time and undo those pilling up stack of hate, but this one thing for sure, I'm really" sorry and I promise I'll try not to be like that again. Though sometimes it will hard to not to be so straight forward , if I feel the urge to really throw out some intervention or mostly, jokes, I promise I'll choose a better vocab :p.
God bless you all.
Cheers,
the oh-not-so-stupid gal
PS: Thankz to my lovely Jesus, you make me see all of my rudeness, love You heapz.
... kreme filled by kookiexoxo at 8:23 PM
