You're so hypnotic on my heart
That was the sentence that pops up each time I get online on my msn... Now don't get me wrong, my first intention of putting those oh-so-melankolic sentence as my nick is because I want my friends to keep on guessing whether I was fallin in lophe or not.. and it works!!! lots and lots of friends was asking.. nah, I'm doing it to hide the truth that I'm actually incapable of fallin in love again... I think...I was once got my heart broken, broken so badly, that I can not gather all the complete pieces to stand again... I might be alrite, or looks alrite rite now... but I know somehow I'm still aching.. I can never fall in love again, I got hurt so bad that I was afraid to fall again, and this is what's happening to me.. I only know this person, just like, few weeks, I dun even talk to him, know him well, and yet, I can't get him outta my head. yes yes, suddenly out of the blue, I'm thinking of him. I have this assignment that due tonight, and this is what I'm doing, typing my silly blog... because of my silly mind... it's not my heart, it's just a part of my cerebrum, that can't stop thinking about it. so yeah, I'm ruining my unix. I'm doomed, I'm fallin' in love, and I'm getting prepared for the worst, got my heart thrwon to a colony og great white shark. Sweet..
Cheers,
the-stupid-gal
... kreme filled by kookiexoxo at 11:50 PM
